It's true I've lost my Christmas spirit and yes it's not December or even First Advent yet. I'm unable to make my wish list for this Christmas... I know why, I feel guilty because of the life I've had compared to my birth siblings and parents... So the question is if I really should wish for Christmas gift this year or not... I'm not sure yet, I just know I'm changed in so many ways and at so many different levels... I don't see it like punishment, I really don't... I know one thing and one thing only; I feel like I would have to make my birth parents and siblings proud of me and that I have a never ending debt to them... Maybe more emotional than economical, because on paper I'm not their's not anymore...
♥챠금은안녕. Bye for now.♥
© Taste of Kimchi, Elle
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