My Korean has improved slowly but steadily and now I believe I basically would be able to take care of myself. 나는 한국지만 채택. 일본어 없습니다.
A few days ago I got to speak on the phone with one of my brothers and I also told Omma and Appa that I love them.
Omma sarange, appa sarange...
I guess I'll always will love my Korean birth family , although I'm not sure to what extent. Will I be able to come back in the future for a second visit? Would I more importantly want to come back ? Right now I'm unable answer that. I don't think I'll have an answer for that in many days.... Maybe I will know what to do once I'm home, sleeping in my own bed , eating the things I'm used to.
Even I'm miserable here now, maybe that's a price I have to pay if I want to be able to build on our relationship. If I ever would consider going back I guess I might have to stay here for the entire trip like originally planned.... I guess it would hurt my birth family tremandeously if I ever decided to replan my trip.... I wish someone other than me, knew what to do....
© Taste Of Kimchi, Elle
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