Monday, 9 January 2012

Thinking Of You

How are you doing, I hope all are well. I am extremely sorry for all the commotion , drama and worry that I might have created. To be fare I've never experienced something like that before not even close, of course I did met you two years ago with my Swedish parents but can't compare to this latest experience.

Honestly speaking, I behaved and may have acted out of character because I felt so strange and strong feelings and reacted to every impression on the spot and very differently than I ever imagined. I hope there's a way for you to forgive me for all the heartache, pain and tears I might have caused.

I hope you still think of me as your sister, and maybe that we one day will be able to see each other again. If it's going to take the rest of my life, I'm determined to show you how devoted I am to each and everyone. My only brother, my six older sisters and my nieces and nephews as well as brother-in-laws. I love you all equally as much and I hope I havn't screved up too much.

Hoping that 2012 will be a better year, and I hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me. If it will mean I have to read 1000 books about Korea or study Hangul and Korea for 25 years I'll do it on the spot without as much as a blink, if I only could be promised that it would help us understand each other and grow closer.

© Taste of Kimchi, Elle

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  1. I hope you and your first family can move forward. They are family and no matter what happened, I'm sure you can find a way to work through it!

    1. Reunion for an adoptee is never easy, I know that. We're starting to adjust too reality now, I guess both me and them assumed I would be more like them. But I wasn't.