I have accomplished many things that I thought that I never might be able to fulfill. My biggest wish ever has been fulfilled and I'm so tremendously grateful for my Korean family, the post adoption agency, fellow Koreans as well as fellow Korean adoptees. I my still lack some areas of fulfillment in my life, but things are looking far better now. Honestly.
It's like I recently discovered that the rainbow has gold in its end hidden away and it's up to me to find it. My mind and soul are finally at ease. At least. Without scaring anybody unintentionally I can say that if I where to die tomorrow I wouldn't regret it. But you see I have a debt to continue paying of Umma and Appa that probably will take a lifetime to fulfill...
But it's true the rainbow has gold and comes with happiness and unconditional love. Or at least I like to think that it has.
© Taste of Kimchi, Elle
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Thank you for sharing. No matter what happens in our journey, we have to keep a positive mindset and set ourselves free from the past to move forward. I am happy to hear you are moving forward and taking care of yourself. Keep being strong.
ReplyDeleteMuzik, thanks for your encouragement and support. We may all be adoptees but there's no right or wrong when it comes to dealing with these things.
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